My ex made a mixed tape for his extracurricular for her birthday. I had no idea at the time, but she’d made one for him in return. The songs they’d picked for each other were, upon reflection, very telling. I had no idea at the time anything was going on, and I wouldn’t for another 6 months.
Tonight, I was out buying groceries when I heard one of those songs. I hadn’t heard it in a long time, and in the past I’d actively avoided it. Being in a grocery store, I was unable to avoid it (I forgot my AirPods). I was hearing the middle of it, so I had a thought of trying to “get over” this particular song. I made a pact with myself that I’d call it up on my music app once I made it back to my car.
I made it to my car, called up the song, and prepared myself to listen to the whole thing. Then, I heard the first few lines….
Beauty queen of only 18
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone elseI drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I’ve had you so many times
But somehow, I want more
I’m completely fine with continuing to give this song (and Maroon 5) a pass.
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